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« Reply #7196 on: July 04, 2011, 05:19:40 PM »
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Yes, donny and nina, turns out my lesbian stripper friend just recently started dating men again. lol.  she does still have her regular lover girlfriend too.  her girlfriend is 50 and very nice and very smart.

I just came home from dropping her in the city and we had a great time at “Enchanted Forest” camp out rave party.   music all nite till 6 a.m.   one state outside and one inside the lodge , where they were also serving vegan food day and nite all nite.   great crepes, salads and raw deserts and cooked muffin desserts.

This was a beautiful boy scout camp in the redwoods.  a river was right there and we did some nude swimming and sunbathing there.    of course, there were no boy scouts around lol.    In the mornings , they had Indian kirtan chanting and yoga class.   hardly anyone went to those lol.   I mean , up all nite.    the ages ranged from around 18 up to people in their seventies. { a few}    mostly people in their mid twenties to late thirties.   a very good group of pretty mellow and loving people.   all into raving music and dancing.   there sure was a lot of sweet cannanbis smoke blowing around everywhere and people were quite happy and ecstatic.  these camp out festivals are fantastic.

I think I am going to one around my birthday on the July 23 in southern oregon called “Mystic Garden Party”   It is for 5 days  , but I would just go for 3.   then , next weekend it the African dance and drum camp campout in the Sierras for 6 days . I will go for 4 days.   they have drumming and dancing classes all day and then  music and singing around the large campfire at nite.   the teachers are all native Africans.   I like to smoke pot with them lol   they are some of the best dancers and drummers on the planet.     Uncle Flicky da water walker

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« Reply #7197 on: July 04, 2011, 07:15:05 PM »
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Flick, lay the f**k off my youtube chan and stop posting hateful remarks. Bit childish for a 60 year old. stuff like ha ha ha and saying someone posting something up that looked like me, since when have I been an a**h*** to you. You some across as pretty stuck up child, I only posted those vids to help people.

Honestly, there’s more nutjobs here than I’ve encountered. Do it again and I’ll report you. Don’t mess with me flick, let this be your last warning.

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« Reply #7198 on: July 04, 2011, 08:33:23 PM »
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Just a thought…. but the former member who shall remain nameless impersonates people.  My guess?  It wasn’t Flick at all who made a comment on youtube.  I could be wrong though.  Just a thought.

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« Reply #7199 on: July 04, 2011, 08:39:02 PM »
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Yea it was the former member. There was just a misunderstanding, lol.
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« Reply #7200 on: July 04, 2011, 08:42:49 PM »
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Yeah, it was him. Flick I apologise SINCERELY.
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« Reply #7201 on: July 04, 2011, 09:49:18 PM »
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I wish I could sing like Steve Perry. haha this is an awesome song too.

 
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« Reply #7202 on: July 05, 2011, 02:00:36 AM »
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You want some feedback , jam whatever? go blow yourself.   you can hang with texwatson here from now on and don’t attack me on my blog.   this blog is my happy diary and not to be invaded by t roll types.   Uncle Flicky da water walker
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« Reply #7203 on: July 05, 2011, 03:24:51 PM »
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« Reply #7204 on: July 05, 2011, 04:09:15 PM »
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Jam76, never even think of posting on my blog again with your hateful and nasty vitriol. you are one deluded a hole.  you would do better off hanging out with the  t rollsters here like texy watson and marky { the famous “Mr. M”}  I don’t know what the hell you are talking about with your youtube stuff.  you might consider wising up a bit lol   {NOT}

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Well, I think I will stay home today instead of going to african dance class and dinner in the city. but I might change my mind in a while after sunning on the deck and working some.  I don’t have much food made around here anyhow.

Will be driving up to the Sierra’s  on sunday to start the african dance and drumming camp .

I am pretty sure I will go to the next camp out music and dance festival , the Mystic Garden party .  that starts on right at my birthday , which is July 23.   I might even take some real Ecstacy for my birthday, since I have never done that and life is an adventure.

Tomorrow is acupuncture in san fran and the dentist.  my temporary bridge for my front tooth fell out so I look like some kind of Appalachia backwoods redneck pot grower now lol.    Uncle Flicky da water walker

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« Reply #7205 on: July 05, 2011, 04:22:34 PM »
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By the way donny, good music vids. yes that is the best song Journey ever did. the only really good thing about Journey was Steve Perry’s voice and a couple of classic songs  they did like this one.   I do like the Crystal Method a lot though.    I guess i was born in the wrong generation, I left rock behind a long time ago and am only into electronica now and some ethnic and world music.   the early hippie rock was o.k.  like Hendrix, Led Zep and the beatles and so forth. that was all very good in its day.   Now rock is pretty much junk, except for some U2 stuff and so forth.    To me , also the old rock is boring and uncreative compared to modern electronica.   Uncle Flicky da water walker
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« Reply #7206 on: July 05, 2011, 04:26:19 PM »
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I am somewhat disappointed in andrew, our illustrious founder.   I really thought he had finally wised up to who Marky 49 is and his real mission on this forum and had permanently “dumped the trash” so to speak.   too bad he did not get it straight yet.   now he let marky back on and he is up to his old shenanigans.    was mostly peaceful and postive here without him  .  Get it together andrew, lol      Uncle Flicky da water walker
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« Reply #7207 on: July 05, 2011, 04:34:54 PM »
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I am somewhat disappointed in andrew, our illustrious founder.   I really thought he had finally wised up to who Marky 49 is and his real mission on this forum and had permanently “dumped the trash” so to speak.   too bad he did not get it straight yet.   now he let marky back on and he is up to his old shenanigans.    was mostly peaceful and postive here without him  .  Get it together andrew, lol      Uncle Flicky da water walker

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« Reply #7208 on: July 05, 2011, 04:35:37 PM »
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By the way donny, good music vids. yes that is the best song Journey ever did. the only really good thing about Journey was Steve Perry’s voice and a couple of classic songs  they did like this one.   I do like the Crystal Method a lot though.    I guess i was born in the wrong generation, I left rock behind a long time ago and am only into electronica now and some ethnic and world music.   the early hippie rock was o.k.  like Hendrix, Led Zep and the beatles and so forth. that was all very good in its day.   Now rock is pretty much junk, except for some U2 stuff and so forth.    To me , also the old rock is boring and uncreative compared to modern electronica.   Uncle Flicky da water walker

Flick go to pandora.com and type in crystal method and it will make a radio station of just that style, haha.

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« Reply #7209 on: July 05, 2011, 05:52:10 PM »
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If any of you don’t want to spend an arm and a leg for a nice pair of headphones, treat yourself to a pair of these. I’ve been watching movies with these and they are unreal for the price.

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« Reply #7210 on: July 05, 2011, 05:55:26 PM »
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Listening to Collie Budz right now. excellent stuff. i have been buying and downloading albums off I tunes. they got about everything. I can burn my own cd’s cheap for in the car.   wow, I have been reading up on the Mystic Garden Party and it looks beyond awesome. I am going to go for all five days.  this will beat hell out of Woodstock, no doubt about it,   much more advanced.    the hippie movement has actually come into its own with the newer,. younger generation combined with us oldsters in the movement.   for one thing, we are now dancing a lot more and a lot better.

I cannot believe the wonderful quality of the male dancers at the dance events i go to.  I grew up as a male in the dance and it was always a woman’s world there.  except for a whole bunch of gay dudes, but still it was ruled by women in general.   Men in our culture tend to be stuck in their heads and not much in their bodies in any kind of sensual way.  So you see these incredible stiff and unrhythmic dancers{ the white dudes lol} in the bars, mostly just trying to pick up women  and get laid.   pretty obnoxious really lol.

Now in the current hippie dance movement that really got going with the modern clubbing in Europe and the warehouse rave scene all over the world and merging more and more with spiritual and hippie values,  the men are pretty much on an equal footing with the women.  of course, black dudes always were at least pretty good, and mostly very good dancers.  now the young hippie guys at my dances are fantastic dancers .  I mean, just as good as the women.  very impressive and heart warming to me .  Of course, there has been a huge influx of ethnic dance classes all over the place including African and Brazilian, but still mostly women take those trainings[besides me and a few other men}.  so that does not explain it.  it is simply that guys have loosened up and they go to all these dances all the time. so they just get better and better. and , of course, so many are doing hatha yoga too these days, so men tend to be much more fluid and flexible than before.

to me this is part of the whole evolutionary movement of humankind.  I like it.

So this mystic garden party festival will be great.  my first african dance and drum master teacher, Chris berry will be headlining the live music.   he has a whole band now and is world famous.  there are theme camps this year{ like at Burning Man} and Chris is hosting an African dance and drum camp. that means that there will be drum circles and drum classes day and nite. I am going to bring a couple of my djembe drums with me to sit in the circles. i will also be jumping into the middle of the circle to do african dance solos.    it is fun to hear all the women in the circle giving you cat calls lol.    Only  a Leo like me would say that.   lol.

So this festival I am very excited about, even more exciting than the African dance camp.   Uncle Flicky da water walker

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« Reply #7212 on: July 07, 2011, 04:37:26 PM »
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Off to harbin hot springs for the dance tonite and nude hot bathing and steam and sauna.     back to harbin tomorrow for  hiking , swimming , more nude bathing   and an awesome dinner.   going to go look at my friends big outdoor medical grow around sunset then.     side of a mountain. nice.

many dances to choose from on friday nite.   then one day at home and off to the Sierra’s for african dance camp.  very busy with fun stuff in my  birthday month of July.     Whoopee      really look forward to “Mystic garden party

I think I have at least two beautiful woman riders with me for that one, maybe three    .  Uncle Flicky da water walker

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« Reply #7213 on: July 07, 2011, 04:41:49 PM »
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Off to harbin hot springs for the dance tonite and nude hot bathing and steam and sauna.     back to harbin tomorrow for  hiking , swimming , more nude bathing   and an awesome dinner.   going to go look at my friends big outdoor medical grow around sunset then.     side of a mountain. nice.

many dances to choose from on friday nite.   then one day at home and off to the Sierra’s for african dance camp.  very busy with fun stuff in my  birthday month of July.     Whoopee      really look forward to “Mystic garden party”

I think I have at least two beautiful woman riders with me for that one, maybe three    .  Uncle Flicky da water walker

Aw Heck,   Some guys have all the fun. Good Karma?
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No problem , Jimbo.  save up some money and come on out to the fun zone for awhile.   there is plenty more fun to be had this summer and into past october with the good weather in  the fall here   more festivals and harbin is always there. you are not too old to learn surfing either  , never too old to have fun. Uncle   Flicky    One has no excuse not to come to california.
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Had a great time up at harbin in Lake co.  it is a very beautiful , semi mountainous county.   the dj at the dance thurs nite was fantastic.  he played electronica in many forms from the eitghties and nineties and contemporary,  house music,   trance,  drum and bass,  plus the more “modern” stuff.   he has created an album combining kirtan chanting{ the guy has a great voice too} with electronica dance music.  pretty cool I bought the cd and have been listening in my car.Anyhow I had my usual steams and saunas and mineral  water hot soaks and swimming laps in the large spring water pool{ no chlorine at all than God}  .  finished with a great dinner in their fabulous restaurant.  they always have 2 chicken dishes , two fish dishes and two or three vegan dishes and always soups and salads and raw deserts. I had one of the best curries I ever had with a side salad and tofu. I had a raw mango mousse for desert and it was amazing too along with some organic gunpowder green tea from China from the Numi tea company which is local in Oakland.  great teas, some of the best.

There are a lot of organic outdoor marijuana growers up there in Lake Co. and I got to tour the one of one of my friends  .   full sun on the side of a gorgeous mountain and completely legal.   LOL   large, beautiful plants with wonderful smells.   anyhow, the law enforcement helicopters fly over every day, not to arrest anyone{ unless they are cartels with over the legal limit numbers of plants} but to check up and make sure they are o.k. and that there is no robberies or violence going on.    now that is a good use of law enforcement.

Getting ready to dance in Oakland in the morning, grab a lunch and drive off to the Sierras to African drum and dance camp.  I will be dancing again there on sunday nite and for the next three days after.  these Africans are not only master dancers and drum musicians but they also like to paaarty. there will be campfire parties every nite with singing and dancing .   these guys love it when I come to camp , because I bring my “goodies” lol.  and I share.A week from sunday is guru purnima day, which is the celebration of the guru or great teacher in Hinduism. I will go to a big celebration for that, which will include meditation and a lot of chanting .  then the next week off to Mystic garden party for a five day festival and camp out in south Oregon.  lots of dancing, swimming and so forth.   Uncle Flick da water walker

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« Reply #7216 on: July 11, 2011, 01:29:54 PM »
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did not make my African dance camp due to work schedule right now.   think I might try a regular surf or rent a paddle board and practice trying to catch waves. there is a lot of overcast here now , but good waves from a south swell.  I think I will have a protein green smoothie and get out there walking on the water.  I will get in some african dancing tomorrow nite however in san fran.  that is fun too . Uncle Flicky da water walker
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« Reply #7217 on: July 11, 2011, 03:28:28 PM »
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Hi Flick,
Thought i would stop by and say Hi. I am seeing some amazing transformation physically. The vegetarian diet some new supplements i am taking for the gym it is unbelievable . I have gone from a flabby 187 to 157 of toned muscle in a matter of three and half months. I knocked another mg off the poison too. I started a thread in the lounge on massage I am thinking of going to school and looking in to the healing touch courses. I love giving massages and have been told i am good at it. I want to start a career where I can give back and help others. I am not going to let B/W beat me it can just go to hell lol. Anyway looks like you have a busy Birthday weekend trip planned I hope you have a great time.
Take Care Anton
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Crossed from 1.5 mgs of Kolonpin to 30mgs of Valium stabelized 12/09/09. First cut to 28 mgs
01/05/10.Second drop 01/15 to 27 mgs 01/24 26mgs 03/15 24mgs 03/21 22 mgs 04/04 20mgs 04/16 19mgs 4/29 18mgs 05/09 17mgs 05/19 16mgs 06/09 14.5mgs 06/17 14mgs /07/07 13mgs 07/22 12.5mgs 08/04 12mgs 08/18 11.5mgs 08/28 11mgs 09/12 10.5 mgs.Lost my partner of ten years and like a fool updosed to 12mgs late 01/11 trying to get back on track big mistake 11.5 04/13 11mgs 05/01 10 mgs 06/12 9 mgs 07/07 Three years On Benzos starting with Ativan then Klonopin .Can’t wait to be free god help me

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« Reply #7218 on: July 12, 2011, 12:30:12 PM »
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Thanks for posting on my blog, anton. you are doing great with your taper and life these days. you have overcome a lot of obstacles,  and that is what life is all about, eh?Well here is something I got a laugh and hoot out of today.
sometimes, I look in at bb.
So he is harboring a guy who attacks me regularly {and also others from here} all over the internet, from facebook, to youtube  LOL.    Uncle Flicky da water walker
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on 1.25mg klon 2 years crossed to 25mg val been tapering 9 months down to 13 and suffering my butt off cutting .5mg every 12 to 14 days down to 11mg. had a good 2 months of less depression and more energy crashing again now  sedation and depression back plus fear and anxiety lots of fun now at 6mg using liquid daily titration and doing much better at 5 now and holding due to sx 1.5mg and cutting .5mg a month done in 3 or 4 more months .3mg now done in 5 weeks  finished taper of 2.5 years on Nov 23 08  am four months off and in the process of healing yet