ben says: June 10, 2014 at 5:17 pm
m 59 and jer16 you two are a bunch of fucking retards .i would love too stuff those pills down your fucking throat over a years time .and then take you off them ,to see how you react .these pilss are torcher i was going threw a lot of those syptoms way before i read anything on the internet .and if it was not for those support groups and people telling there stories ,a lot of people would have killed them selves by now .there is some thing wrong with you too dumb asses .you dont know what we are going threw .i took those fucking pills for 8 years .and went off cold turkey .and it has been hell.trust me if either one of you were in front of me i would slap the shit out of you .those pillss destroyed me i was a promising up and coming mma fighter before taking them they zomafied while i was on them and turned me into a lunatic when i got off them .you better watch what you say to the wrong person withdrawaling .because those morbid and intrusive thought could just make one of us nut cases snap on you .you little bitch asshole .dick heads have some compassion cock suckers
ben says: June 10, 2014 at 5:42 pm
i dont hate my doctor he has helped me threw this .i dont blame chewing gum .or eating food the blame for withdrawal .coffee does make me a little jettery .i blame people like you m59 .for your rambaling about some thing you have know clue what you are talking about the asshat that created benzos is a mad mother fucker with one thing one his mind .money . because if they pump there crap into peoples systems then the people will have to keep taking there poision ,so they dont go insane.or have complete torture through out there body .from pain .people like you m59 is why people .harm them selves .trust me i dont own a group .i dont care for dr ashton .this posion was created as a weapon back in the 50s .then they decided to cut the posion in half and put it into a bunch of fancy names clonazapam loraz diaz .klon .and a whole list of other names .this stuff is posion i know what ,the pharma companies worship $ all mighty dolla .$ and there is nothing wrong with want to line your pockets .but who do you worship m59 satan .do you torcher small animals at night and drink the blood of those small creatures .do you dance around a fire .in a dress giving praise to the devel .because anyone that is all for benzos .must have shares in there stock .dont know what the hell they are talking about .or is a sadist and they thrive on torture m59 do some reasearch talk to these people that are going threw this .better yet take some benzos for a year then stop cold turkey for an experiment i dare you then in a year from now when you are lying in bed because you just cant move because what that posion has done then you have the write to comment on the suffering that people are going threw because of those pills
ben says: June 10, 2014 at 5:55 pm
have you ever taken any kind of benzo???
ben says: June 10, 2014 at 6:13 pm
i have i dont blame the drs i dont blame my pharmacy ..i blame people like you .because just like your picture up there you think the world is made of pretty little ponies and bunnys will bud it is not. these pills are dangerous .not just the phyacal pain .but the mental torture is worse .close your eyes and imagine the worst thought or thing that could ever happen to you just a morbid horable thought and intense it buy 100% and know matter what you do say take .or who you talk to about it .that thought just will not stop and it is day and night .night and day over and over and that is what we go through.i dont have mental illness .and i know a crazy person would say that .that morbid thought is just a little tiny itsy bitsy .symptom of what you would go threw .then there is pain all over .and headaches so bad you feel like your eye balls will pop out .also uncontrollable shaking and electric zaps to you head every 5 seconds dude it is awful .i went too my dr and also0 shrinks .also my pharmacy they all agree i have to ride it out .my dr actually cried and said sorry he could only imagine what i was going threw .people are catching on drs shrinks and the pharmacy we live in the 2014 just press a button and get the knowledge you need.back in the 50s they would have locked me up.but now with the internet they know we all cant be crazy with the exact same symptoms and we were all on the exact same meds .i believe a lot of the mental illness today is caused buy peoples mothers poping them benzos in the 60s 70 mand 80s sorry for getting a little rilled up but man i hate when people .say oh its not pills doig this get over it .trust me if i could wake up tomorrow morning and say hum i am all better now trust me i would
White knight says: June 10, 2014 at 11:52 pm
Ben, please consider heading to your local emergency room. It appears your are overdosing on the benzo buddies kool aid! When you ave been drug free for a few years, you will understand the harm caused by the BB cult is real and very dangerous.
Best of luck with your recovery.