« on: October 31, 2016, 11:17:59 pm »
So i used to get itching back in acute and for a short time after that. It finally went away around month 7. Now it’s back! Is this normal? The itching creeps up in the morning and evening hours.
Do symptoms leave and then come back? I’m 11 months out at this point and thought symptoms would be lifting. I will say my anxiety is slowly lifting!!! 🙂
shooff the street
« on: October 29, 2016, 09:10:26 pm »
Hi ive been geting alprazolam of the stret now for a while if i said 2 a psychiatrist id been geting them of the stret would he or she give me a decent amount of alprazolam & valium if i showed them the ashton manual. I know it their desicion but just wandering
These intrusive thoughts are driving me nuts
« on: October 20, 2016, 07:32:43 pm »
I’m losing my shit. 3.5 months off from a cold turkey and i still have totally obsessive irrational paranoid thoughts and it won’t stop. I get so worked up. My fight or flight is sooooo sensitive. When will this nightmare end. I have had crazy scary thoughts since I hit tolerance on k and was in withdrawal. I just want normal back I my life. I’m losing it.
Some paranoid intrusive thoughts I’ve had since tolerance and off
1 my dad is going to kill me
2 there are bombs in my bed and in my room.
3 I was lying under trees and thought the limbs would fall and hurt me so I had to move
4. Parents are planning on killing me
5. Boyfriend is going to kill me
6. Meth lab house across the street is going to blow up and kill me
7 if I don’t flush the tiloilet one of my parents will kill me
8 if I don’t at I love you they will kill me
What the heck is wrong with me…….. Whyyyyyyyyyy I was never like this before. This keeps me up and that makes things worse because I have bad insomnia. Really bad insomnia. I don’t sleep like ever.
Help Please! Afraid to fall asleep
« on: October 22, 2016, 11:20:09 am »
Now things have morphed for me into being afraid to fall asleep for some unknown stupid reason. I alm in a constant state of panic which makes loss of sleep even worse but can’t sleep as I feel like I am “trapped” What can I do. I can’t survive much longer like this. I try to talk myself out of it, but it doesn’t work…constantly bombarded with fear and panic 24/7. So hard to function w/o much sleep. Help need words of advice and encouragement. Please…Please….Please Will this go away? How do I live when I am afraid and feel trapped all the time.
Can I still smoke cigarettes?
« on: October 28, 2016, 09:36:37 pm »
Im sure this question has been asked a thousand times on here but Im a newbie to benzobuddys. Can I smoke a little? I was smoking half a pack daily. Stopped ct when I found out was withdrawing from K. Now Im dying for 2 or three smokes a day. I know i should just stay off them but whats the info on their effect on withdrawals? Thanks everyone. You guys make this bad trip better!
A glass of wine while Tapering
« on: October 26, 2016, 03:00:36 pm »
I am down to .25 a day of klonipin (.125 8am and .125 8pm). My psychiatrist said it’s okay for me to have a glass of wine at this point if I want to. I have a date this Friday, and would like to have a glass of wine, no more than that because I don’t want to get awful side effects.
My question is, if I have the wine before my 8pm dose, do I still take the 8pm dose? My doctor doesn’t seem to think there’s an issue as it’s only .125, but wanted to know others’ opinions/experiences.
Long Benzo Tapers cause cancer!
« on: October 20, 2016, 04:54:50 pm »
I just finished reading an article that was withhold from the public from the FDA that shows long term benzo usage including taper time can cause throat cancer, bladder cancer, and testicular cancer in men as well as numerous cancers in women. This is very concerning as I thought benzos were safe.