Feel Like I'm Going Crazy « on: February 28, 2019, 07:17:51 pm »
For the past three days, school has been cancelled because we are having record breaking snowstorms in Montana. Can’t go anywhere. Can’t get out of the house. I feel like I’m literally going in and out of states of psychosis. I feel like I’m losing my mind. It’s been nearly a year since I’ve been off this shit and I can’t relax at home at all. My daughter just gives me stress. I am so scared of how I’m feeling. I want to bawl my eyes out and run away. There’s nowhere to go.
Re: Feel Like I'm Going Crazy « Reply #1 on: February 28, 2019, 07:22:14 pm »
So sorry your going thru this. maybe try to distract yourself, a movie? Hobby? Hang in there!
Re: Feel Like I'm Going Crazy « Reply #2 on: February 28, 2019, 07:44:18 pm »
I’m sorry you’re going through this. When I felt like this, I locked myself in my bedroom wrapped myself in my blankets. Got some comfort food and told my parents to keep my son downstairs and watched some shows that distracted me. Do you have like a finished basement or something? Somewhere you can go in the house to get away from your family? Because I know how that psychotic stuff feels it’s so scary especially when it’s directed towards family.
Re: Feel Like I'm Going Crazy « Reply #3 on: February 28, 2019, 07:48:08 pm »
Yes, I am downstairs now, afraid to go upstairs. I want to parent, that’s the thing. I want to do it, but feel like I’m losing my mind. I really don’t want to be on more medication either. I was fine before with my daughter before all this for her first year.
Re: Feel Like I'm Going Crazy « Reply #4 on: February 28, 2019, 08:15:23 pm »
What are some of the thoughts you’re having? If you don’t mind me asking. Towards you daughter and wife.