Re: In The Process of Healing - TimeForAChange's Blog « Reply #4128 on: November 05, 2014, 05:00:51 am »
not too long ago i believed that my brain was being hijakced by Aliens or something like that — i couldn’t have my own thoughts and images kept coming up that were gruesome with gruesome thoughts to go with it. ask jenny that i am still sometimes say on my blog that “the doctor had to of put some kind of device into my brain” and i am a little further out than you from bad c/t/
i don’t doubt that lower energies can sometimes attach to us but my rational mind says that of course we have the power within ourselves to dispel those energies. it’s got to be the drugs and the mixed up chemicals that’s happening inside our brains right now that makes us think we’re possessed. but i have felt that too.it’s temporary since it’s healing. when i’m in window i never have the thought that the doctor in the detox put something inside my brain and i never have any other thoughts that there is something else wrong with me.
when i did a c/t in 2006 i felt just like you did. and although i was still on .5mg klonopin i literally couldn’t move for months until i reinstated. i just lay there in torment for months and months. it was so brutal. no one could handle that. i get what you’re going through.
Benzo's & opiates approx: 25 years! 1994, 1 seizure after c/t lg doses benzos & opiates. 1995-2002 clean, sober, benzo & opiate free 2002 dx MS-(not sure?-possible protracted w/d)--2002 went back on klonopin 8-20mg. opiates & soma 4/26/12 c/t 3mg.klonopin, 1750mg.soma,30mg.valium, 2mg.xanax 8/27/12-last rescue ativan--benzo & soma free kindling