Sometimes I wish I never discovered BenzoBuddies « on: May 23, 2019, 03:54:57 am »
This website is great for support and advice etc but it feels like a magnet I can’t detach from.
I try my best not to come on here but it’s so hard not to and the more I read the information on here the more I am woken up to the reality of how long this is going to take and if healing actually happens or not.
Sometimes I feel like being on here is my only distraction but at the same time, it feeds the subconscious mind negativity and hopelessness.
Not sure why I posted on here. Just needed to vent.