Please help. What are my options? « on: July 06, 2019, 05:03:01 pm »
I recently had a nearly 5 year complete recovery interrupted by a massive flare up that sent me back into acute withdrawal. The recovery I made was beyond words. I was completely healed, and living an amazing life. I am 2 months into this flare up, and one thing is evident – I absolutely destroyed my recovery, and it almost feels as if I am starting entirely over again.
I am not entirely sure what caused the flare up.
I am absolutely broken – scarred by my massive post traumatic stress memories – making my doubt I can do this process over again.
What are my options? If my life were in danger, do I have any option of reinstatement?
I am 31 years old, and quite frankly doubting that I have any more time to fight through this process again.