Separated from My Wife « on: December 12, 2019, 04:05:15 pm »
My wife and I have agreed that I need to stay at my parent’s for a little while. I want to add in here that I’ve not had any anger outbursts toward my wife and daughter throughout this whole ordeal but I’ve really struggled with an anger on the inside for no reason or else because I have no threshold for stress for the past four months since moving back to my hometown. The bottom line is I can’t lose my job and I can’t seem to handle both parenting and working right now without feeling like I’m on edge all the time and ready to explode. I’m still going to help out as much as humanly possible. I’ve taken the annoying dog to my parent’s house. I’m going to take groceries over when needed. My mother is going to help keep up with the dishes and cleaning.
This is the first day I woke up at my parent’s. The good news is I still feel the same level of anger toward people I’m working with so it’s probably all withdrawal and no stress threshold. Just feel like yelling. Also, I called my wife and daughter on the way over and felt like crying the entire time. I know they are good people and my mind is blocking me from enjoying normal life right now.