I regret finding the truth « on: September 12, 2020, 03:36:53 am »
I regret finding out the truth about benzos and finding BB. It dint help me one bit. I would have been medicated All this time and maybe It wouldn’t have been such a horror show. Maybe I could have at least finished collage.
I was so scared of doctors but by trying to do this my self I failed failed failed.
I just can’t believe this is it, idk how I got wrapped up in this garbage, my life was just starting, I was just starting to find myself. And now it’s all gone.
I should have joined the army, I would have rather gone out with some honor, instead of this stupid bull.
I would go now in a heart beat but there’s no way in hell I’d get though basic training.
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