Think I’m dying for real this time « on: November 22, 2020, 02:06:24 pm »
Things have taken an ugly turn these last few months and even though I thought I was dying this whole time, this time it’s feels for real. Iv seen muscle and connective tissue wasting as a symptom and I think something like that is going on but it feels like internal organs are turning to mush.
My stomach and genitalia are soft and saggy. Recently my stomach started to tremor a lot and it feels really sloshy in there. Same with my palpitations, they used to feel clean but now my heart feels more muffled and it trembles sometimes and flops. My throat feels weak and I’m also having a few joint issues.
This is my fault, I’ve had a few beers and tried magnesium a few times, nothing crazy. I had one too many setbacks and Now things seem to be deteriorating instead of healing.
I told my self it was all just sensations but now I’m seeing and feeling these frightening physical changes and would do anything to stop this but I don’t know what to do.
I have yet another doctor appointment and they are gonna do some blood work but how do you test for liquified guts?
I would do anything to get out of this but it seems Iv pushed my luck one to many times.
I would even settle for being bedridden for years like some but this is getting worse fast and feels like a degenerative disease.
If anyone saw changes like that and is surviving lmk and any suggestions.