TRIGGER WARNING! 49 MONTHS OFF AND FRYING!!

49 months off news deeper level of hell
« on: December 13, 2020, 08:53:21 am »

[Buddie]

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I’m sorry to post again so soon but I’m freaking out and I’m absolute hell 😥 I just don’t understand this these symptoms have hot yet another level and increased dramatically even since the last time I posted a few days ago! About a week ago I noticed a major increase and not just increase but even a different level of hell hit and this is the 2nd massive uptick in symptoms since coming off antibiotics about 4 months ago for a infected tooth but this time is much different. Not only have I noticed and been experiencing a much greater level of hell over the last week but it’s different I don’t know how to explain it it’s all the same symptoms the severe physical torment in my head burning ripping binding pressure and acid feeling on or in my brain and the severe emotional darkness evil and panic but this is over the top horror 😭 I have not been this scared and horrified since I was CT off xanex in the hospital 49 months ago and this is much greater and more severe than any wave o have experienced since coming off the Benzo and so hard to know what’s causing what because I was put back on Zoloft in the hospital after they ripped me off the xanex but I haven’t made any changes in the Zoloft I’m quite some time other than my syringe broke that the pharmacy gave me so I had to buy one from Kroger’s but still measures 10ml and I don’t see how that could make a difference and this massive increase hit before that happened so I’m at a loss.

All I know is I had to take antibiotics about 4 months ago and after about two weeks after coming off the antibiotics i got hit with a bad wave then about a week ago I noticed the symptoms changing and worsening but this time it’s like being all the way back to the beginning of not worse and I’m laying here now scared out of my mind not knowing what’s causing what what has changed so drastically over the last week or how these symptoms can morph or increase to this level seemingly overnight and increased so greatly over the last even few days that I’m terrified I’m gonna end up back in the hospital 😭

The level of hell that has hit is literally the same way I felt right before my CT although I’ve never really gotten a break not many Windows just varying degrees of hell this whole time but this is over the top worst level of madness I have know in the last 49 months by far!

I can’t breathe the severe burning ripping pulling binding pressure and and acid feeling in my head has not only increased but doesn’t even feel the same anxiety and burning in my body can’t set still can’t sleep pacing terror severe akathisia crawling out of my own skin feeling like I’m gonna completely lose it it’s like being back in severe acute like I was still on the Benzo and I’m hell but worse ask the emotional symptoms are just as evil and horrible as they were in the beginning something has changed it’s a new deeper level of hell and suffering same symptoms but a new deeper level of torment and hell I don’t understand nothing has changed as far as the Zoloft still holding at 80mg and have been for awhile but this is the 2nd massive hit or increased level of hell since the antibiotics 4 months ago but this is much worse and something has changed dramatically and I’m scared and really don’t know what to do anymore 😥

2 thoughts on “TRIGGER WARNING! 49 MONTHS OFF AND FRYING!!

  1. I truly believe this can NOT still be benzo withdrawal, or PAWS. This is truly someone just consistently whipping themselves into raw panic attacks, seven days a week, for years post quitting benzos. That alone can cause almost all the same symptoms as withdrawal, especially after a super prolonged period. And if you’re stressed and panicking for that long, it’s going to kill your body. So many people confuse the drug versus regular anxiety problems and it’s so easy to think it’s the drug versus you. But after 49 months?! Come on. There’s people saying they used their prescribed amount for 1 months and it’s 36 months later and they’re FINALLY healed. Everyone is different but come on.

  2. It took seven years for my sleep to regulate to the point of being able to function normally every day. I agree so many people confuse the drug versus regular anxiety problems. So many times it’s the drug.

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