Ashton taper causes brainwashed addict to lose job

About to lose my Job (please help)!
« on: February 10, 2018, 08:22:08 pm »


I’m about to lose my Job due to being very unproductive, always feeling tired and fatigued, and the cognitive and the OCD issues are just topping all of that.

What can I do?

What can I take that’s not harmful to help with all of that?

I sometimes think of taking Adderall or Provigil/Nuvigil cuz I know they sure help with all the symptoms mentioned above but they’re very harmful to my fragile CNS.

Please help with any suggestions.

Re: About to lose my Job (please help)!
« Reply #1 on: February 10, 2018, 08:24:31 pm »


I feel like I wanna do NOTHING 24/7.

Ashton tapers cause debilitating weakness

« on: January 02, 2018, 06:09:29 pm »


I feel so weak. I feel like I’m just going to drop and collapse. I close my hand to make a fist and it’s so weak. I used to be such a strong person always in shape I can hardly recognize myself anymore

Re: Weakness
« Reply #1 on: January 02, 2018, 06:19:39 pm »


It gets better. I had the same problem early on. I used to play hockey and it got to the point during my taper where I couldn’t pull myself over the boards to change lines, so I had to quit. Of course, everything else got worse for awhile, but then it got better. Hang in there. You’ll get better, too.

Re: Weakness
« Reply #2 on: January 02, 2018, 06:25:27 pm »


Being so weak it’s hard to even move? I quit the booze 9 months ago and Klonopin Aug of 2016

Kooks howl as Professor of Nursing claims sites like Benzo Buddies are full of people with borderline personality disorder

False Charge: BB Is Full of People with BPD
« on: December 26, 2017, 10:20:24 pm »


I have a psych nurse friend who is convinced that online forums, such as BB, are full of people with borderline personality disorders implying that they (the forums) should be avoided. She is a professor of nursing at a highly prestigious university’s graduate school of nursing and has a Post Masters in Psych-Mental Health Nursing. She teaches graduate and doctoral students in that same program.

She has also made statements such as, “You may need to be on psych meds the rest of your life like a diabetic needs insulin.” As we know, these are statements that those in the uninformed medical community make when they are not educated about the risks of psych meds, having drunk the Kool-Aid of Big Pharma.

Is there any information I can use to counter this claim of “forums are full of people with BPD”?

Ashton tapers turning people into addicts?

Becoming more addicted with taper plan
« on: April 07, 2017, 01:08:02 pm »



I have recently startet a taper plan after getting adviced that my original plan by going cold turkey was not the smartest idea.

As i have not made a sig yet ill quickly explain what dose ive been on previously and for what period:
Been on Valium for about 1 year, I do not however take it everyday, on average I have been taking it 5-6 days a week.
My doses for the past 4 months has varied between 15-35mg the days I have taken it (I have only taken it based on what I feel I need when I would experience social anxiety). I have also been on Valium in the past, then on smaller doses (max 10-15mg) and maximum 3 months time. I have cold turkey then without any problems.

Four days ago I started a taper plan with 10mg a day, (2,5mg in morning, 2,5mg afternoon, and 5mg night). Prior to this I was going cold turkey for about 9 days with two “rescue doses” in total of that period, first one being 10mg and 2nd being 15mg, so 25mg total in those 9 days.
I have not experienced any side effects with my taper plan so far, except for slighty “cloudy mind”.

My problem with the taper plan however is that I more and more feel like I am building up a much bigger addiction to the drug with my taper plan as I now know I absolutely need to take it to certain times, and it was not like this before at all, where i would just take it based on my actual needs. Now I know that when I wake up I will need to take a dose, around dinner time ill take another dose and before going to bed ill take a third dose. I truly feel like I am getting alot more addicted to the drug than I have been before, and I am really afraid that this is going to make it alot harder to quit it.

Does anyone have any suggestion to what I could do in my situation to make it better not worse?