Holiday rescue dose tosses nine months of benzo freedom in the garbage

Took a rescue dose after 9 months off
« on: January 02, 2018, 05:53:49 pm »

[Buddie]

Hello! On holidays with my family i was under pressure and took 20mg + 10mg valium. Now i feel guilty and sad. After 9 months of agony i feel exhausted and wonder how long will this last. I wonder how many steps i am back now. Need to hear something encouraging.

LIBERATION?

Psych drug free and liberated
« on: December 16, 2017, 04:33:04 am »

[Buddie]

Hi!
I stumbled upon this site in oct 2017, and it has been the best support ever. I couldnt believe that finally, i found a community who understands benzo and psych med issues, and the stories, guidance, and the forums were and contine to be inspirational and informative. In short, since 2005, i was prescribed clonazepam, and up to may 2017, my daily cocktail was: 30 mg vyvanse, 7.5 zopiclone, 100 mgs seroquel, 15-30 mg remeron, and 1.5 clonazepam. Over-medicated, yes! Over diagnosed? Yep! In May 2017, with finally the ears of two psychiatrists who listened and saw my sleep study results, i started to taper from 1. vyvanse (hellish). 2 seroquel (easy), zopiclone (a bit rough), remeron (what? That was a breeze to finally, today, sitting at 21 days clonazepam free (a ride to hell and back with the aim of reaching heaven here on earth, and can finally see it. Thanks to this website, to All you beautiful pple with such courage. Ill be posting more and sharing my
triumphs and seeking some support as im still having waves and when a small window opens, I see heaven again. Its time to live med and benzo free. And when Im better, I want to yell that outloud. We are free. We are strong. Ttys.

Sounds like fun

Re: Has anyone had the opportunity to meet someone else who went through this ?
« Reply #1 on: March 28, 2016, 11:24:39 pm »

[Buddie]

I’ve made a number of friends from BB and talked to some on the phone, but have not yet met anyone in person. On my blog I sent an open invitation to my 60th birthday party in October (and hopefully a benzo free celebration too). I am hoping some BB members can make it and we can meet up in person that way.

With love,

[…]