Anti-psychiatry cult blames Big Pharma and doctors for Anthony Bourdain suicide

Re: Yep, Its Confirmed Kate Spade was on Anxiety Meds
« Reply #14 on: June 10, 2018, 04:03:12 pm »

[Buddie]

I googled, “How does Anthony Bourdain sleep on the plane” and came up with this interview, posted two years ago:

How I Travel: Anthony Bourdain
https://www.bootsnall.com/articles/how-i-travel-anthony-bourdain.html

“I generally knock myself out with Valium and try and sleep through the flight. Seems to work for my crew also.”

Re: Yep, Its Confirmed Kate Spade was on Anxiety Meds
« Reply #15 on: June 10, 2018, 04:04:45 pm »

[Buddie]

:( :( :(

Re: Yep, Its Confirmed Kate Spade was on Anxiety Meds
« Reply #16 on: June 10, 2018, 04:21:38 pm »

[Buddie]

:( :( :(

And there’s this, which is more anecdotal:

https://www.quora.com/Does-Anthony-Bourdain-still-do-drugs-Is-he-still-an-active-addict

E.g in The Layover he mentions taking some “medication” to put him to sleep on the plane which knocked him out for hours.That & his drinking.

Re: Yep, Its Confirmed Kate Spade was on Anxiety Meds
« Reply #17 on: June 10, 2018, 04:47:36 pm »

[Buddie]

Okay, I just googled “Anthony Bourdain and Valium” and came up with this:

Jan.15, 2013, Page 6
https://pagesix.com/2013/01/15/anthony-bourdains-launches-epic-rant-after-plane-seat-incident/

The cranky cook even visited the panini bar to wait for his flight when he found out what was causing the delay. He also sarcastically wrote, “But I had timed my airport margaritas and Valium for a timely departure.”

And he traveled apparently 280 days of the year…

Re: Yep, Its Confirmed Kate Spade was on Anxiety Meds
« Reply #18 on: June 10, 2018, 05:04:15 pm »

[Buddie]

Tony’s 13 Things I Won’t Leave Home Without
https://www.travelchannel.com/shows/anthony-bourdain/articles/tonys-13-things-i-wont-leave-home-without

11. Valium or Similar Substance
For long flights and for adjusting to new time zones.

« Last Edit: June 10, 2018, 05:13:33 pm by [Buddie] »

Re: Yep, Its Confirmed Kate Spade was on Anxiety Meds
« Reply #19 on: June 10, 2018, 05:09:54 pm »

[Buddie]

Seems a bit like they were as innocuous as breath mints or gum. Just stick ’em in your carry-on luggage to make you comfy when travelling.

Re: Yep, Its Confirmed Kate Spade was on Anxiety Meds
« Reply #20 on: June 10, 2018, 05:14:04 pm »

[Buddie]

Yup, seems to be. Here he is on Twitter:

Feb. 2011

Jammies. Check. Jerky treats. Check. Valium. Check. Oh, Jesus! beer! Nada!

Jan. 2012

One more episode of “My Little Pony”, pop a Valium. Fly to Finland.

Re: Yep, Its Confirmed Kate Spade was on Anxiety Meds
« Reply #21 on: June 10, 2018, 05:42:56 pm »

[Buddie]

Ugh. :(

Re: Yep, Its Confirmed Kate Spade was on Anxiety Meds
« Reply #22 on: June 10, 2018, 05:45:00 pm »

[Buddie]

It is so desperately sad. >:( >:(

Re: Yep, Its Confirmed Kate Spade was on Anxiety Meds
« Reply #23 on: June 10, 2018, 07:23:59 pm »

[Buddie]

:'( :'( Re: Yep, Its Confirmed Kate Spade was on Anxiety Meds « Reply #24 on: June 10, 2018, 08:52:16 pm »

[Buddie]

Quote from: [Buddie] on June 10, 2018, 05:45:00 pm
It is so desperately sad. >:( >:(

It is and the Dr prob never warned him of any of the horrors they can cause, including depression and it was well known by people that knew him, he had depression. Hurt and anger :-\

If a person had no sleep over a year they’d be dead

no sleep for one year
« on: May 04, 2018, 04:29:05 am »

[Buddie]

i started tapering more than 18 months ago and got to 5 mg valium and can no longer go any further. i have an assortment of symptoms and the worst is insomnia. I only manage 1-2 hrs of broken sleep each night and my whole body is breaking down. i also have constant panic attacks all day which means I am house bound.Pls help.

Re: no sleep for one year
« Reply #1 on: May 04, 2018, 08:02:27 am »

[Buddie]

Hi, sorry about your bad insomnia. In my case it was bad as well at the time I was on low dose and jumped. My sleep has improved a lot since I jumped and can sleep 6 hours now so it becomes better over the time when you are off. For me helped total surrender so I did not care if I slept or not but just kept my eyes closed or watched dull TV program at night. Sometimes sleep came and I also boticed I slept more than I knew so typically we do not always know when we sleep. It helped me to watch clock at the time I closed my eyes and later on I noticed I have slept as time has passed more than I expected. Same happens still today I close my eyes in order to take a nap and then I notice I have slept half an hour but though I have been eyes closed only 5 minutes but clock tells the truth. Take care!

Re: no sleep for one year
« Reply #2 on: May 04, 2018, 08:12:33 am »

[Buddie]

Quote from: [Buddie] on May 04, 2018, 04:29:05 am
i started tapering more than 18 months ago and got to 5 mg valium and can no longer go any further. i have an assortment of symptoms and the worst is insomnia. I only manage 1-2 hrs of broken sleep each night and my whole body is breaking down. i also have constant panic attacks all day which means I am house bound.Pls help.

This is normal. You will make it.

Re: no sleep for one year
« Reply #3 on: May 04, 2018, 01:07:37 pm »

[Buddie]

5mg was definitely among the toughest plateaus, i was a wreck at 5 mgs, it was one of the few places i actually held for a bit, to no avail.
though this whole thing has been hard, i have had periods after 5mgs where i felt better than i did then
i hate to say “hang in there” but try try if ya can, so sorry youre feeling this bad, this is all just cruel

Benzo Buddies Bedridden Club throws a party

Re: ~~The Bedridden Club~~
« Reply #1089 on: January 27, 2018, 04:19:54 pm »

[Buddie]

It’s going to be a bad circle of all, getting so sad because I can`t do anything. My home is a mess. It feels like I’m stuck, nothing will happen to anything.

Re: ~~The Bedridden Club~~
« Reply #1090 on: January 30, 2018, 02:29:27 pm »

[Buddie]

Hi […], I feel exactly the same. I am looking round this room at the moment and there are so many things to do and yet I can’t get motivated to do them. My Mum came to see me yesterday and it was so difficult talking to her. This is my own mother!
I know there is a pile of pots downstairs waiting to be washed but I am in bed and cannot summon the energy to do them. Maybe I might be able to do them later, I don’t know.
I’m glad this group is up and running again. Please chip in, anyone who is bedbound for physical or mental reasons. Or both.

Re: ~~The Bedridden Club~~
« Reply #1091 on: January 30, 2018, 02:50:58 pm »

[Buddie]

Quote from: [Buddie] on January 30, 2018, 02:29:27 pm
My Mum came to see me yesterday and it was so difficult talking to her. This is my own mother!

Don’t feel bad about it, this happens to many people during withdrawal, me included. Last Sunday a cousin came to visit me, but I didn’t even come out of my room. I know it’s rude, but I just didn’t have it in me, I simply couldn’t do it. I stayed in my bed all day.

Re: ~~The Bedridden Club~~
« Reply #1092 on: January 30, 2018, 02:51:27 pm »

[Buddie]

In bed daily with mental; a year off all meds and so much worse-feel it has to be toxicity in my case…keep getting more and more symptoms…

Re: ~~The Bedridden Club~~
« Reply #1093 on: January 30, 2018, 03:10:03 pm »

[Buddie]

I’m so sorry for your situation, Brainwarp. Everything you went through in your taper was in order to feel better when you were eventually off the tablets and now you feel worse. I hope you improve soon. Meanwhile stick around this thread. It got your answer and an answer from Ginger in about twenty minutes so it must have some relevance to quite a few people.

Ginger, thanks for your answer. I do feel bad when family members come to visit and I find myself looking forward to the next day when they are gone. The worst one is when my bf’s parents come and stay for two or three days. Thinking about that now makes me feel scared. Sorry you couldn’t see your cousin.

I managed to get up and wash the dishes. They will have to dry by themselves….

Stevie Nicks blames psychiatry, not abuse of illegal drugs, for her decline


The anti-psychiatry cult venerates Nicks as an anti-benzo apostle yet Stevie was an out of control drug addict:

  • Fleetwood Mac singer Stevie Nicks was so addicted to cocaine, alcohol and Quaaludes she blacked out and nearly overdosed repeatedly
  • She wore gold and turquoise bottle inlaid with diamonds around her neck so she was never without coke
  • To avoid body searches by customs in Europe, they hired Hitler’s private rail car complete with the elderly attendant who served the Fuhrer

She quickly descended into drug hell and became addicted to cocaine, alcohol, Quaaludes to sleep, and cigarettes – until her system broke down and she started having nosebleeds, falls on stage, blackouts and near overdoses.

She bought $1 million worth of cocaine and it burned a hole in her nose the size of a dime. Rumors spread that she had to have the drug blown up her derriere by an assistant.

“There was no way to get off the white horse and I didn’t want to,”  the now 66-year-old Nicks said.

She only slowed down her drug consumption when her doctor warned her she was risking permanent mental and physical damage as well as heading for a brain hemorrhage or an early grave.

The group called for an intervention and saved her life by urging her to check in to the Betty Ford Center.

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2941749/Stevie-Nicks-1million-cocaine-habit-fueled-wild-affair-married-Mick-Fleetwood-burned-hole-nose-big-took-drug-private-parts-reveals-new-book.html

Can anyone blame Big Pharma, or psychiatry, for that?

In a March 2017 Rolling Stone interview, instead of advising her younger self never to take illegal drugs, and thereby help other addicts, Nicks irresponsibly blames the psychiatrist who tried to help her recover:

What advice would you give to your younger self?
“How about my early-forties self? That’s when I walked out of Betty Ford after beating coke. I spent two months doing so well. But all my business managers and everyone were urging me to go to this guy who was supposedly­ the darling of the psychiatrists. That was the guy who put me on Klonopin. This is the man who made me go from 123 pounds to almost 170 pounds at five feet two. He stole eight years of my life.”

Look at what this poor, brainwashed, slob at Benzo Buddies says about Nicks:

Resist
« on: May 24, 2017, 02:51:03 am »

[Buddie]

http://www.rollingstone.com/music/features/stevie-nicks-talks-drugs-men-aging-fleetwood-macs-future-w470914

Start fighting back folks. No more suicides. Lost jobs and homes. No more drugged toddlers and babies, elderly and infirm. Come on guys! This is a grass roots effort! If Stevie Nicks still has the balls to stand up against big pharma and the drug dealers that push their poisons, so do you!

Love you all,

Talk about delusional.

BENZO BUDDIES PITY PARTY

Am I just lazy?
« on: May 21, 2017, 02:56:23 pm »

[Buddie]

Yesterday I got out and cut the grass and felt bad. Today I have the don’t wants. So much to do. Whoa is me.

Re: Am I just lazy?
« Reply #1 on: May 21, 2017, 03:23:38 pm »

[Buddie]

I feel so down. Anything I see depresses me. I wish I had someone to talk to. Nothing are no one to get motivated for. I just sit here and post. It feels like a big weight on top of me.

Re: Am I just lazy?
« Reply #2 on: May 21, 2017, 04:10:42 pm »

[Buddie]

Well you’ve already done more than I have in a year I bet lol. I am normally outside from morning to dark last two summers, nope and I am not seeing much being dif so far this summer.

K sucked the life out of me and I don’t do shit all day.

You’re not lazy I asked the same thing one day, you can’t just change like that.. its the w/d. You will be back to normal one day just keep hanging on.

Addict throws online pity party after being accused of laziness

Because I'm sick ,I was called a LAZY BUM!!
« on: December 16, 2016, 09:58:28 pm »

[Buddie]

I tried to post this before but I guess it didn’t go through. I was called a “Lazy Bum”. People don’t know how debilitating this ordeal is unless they go through it themselves or have a illness that keeps them from doing ordinary things. I pray I get healthy and can go back to work next year. I go to CBT and read self help books, to help with my severe anxiety.However, this W/D has made my inner ear Disease so much worse that I have vertigo,ear pressure and horrible balance everyday. I want to know who could work under those conditions. I’m not talking about minor dizziness either.Head spinning the whole nine yards. People so quick to judge us and that probably couldn’t even handle a week of this torture!!! I been going through this for almost two years. I do feel pathetic but it’s not my fault I know .The Doctor should of known better. I’m stuck suffering and being criticized for it SMDH.