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POLYDRUGGED AND FADING FAST

Posted on March 26, 2021 by Helper
Here we go again.. -No good, naughty, very bad brain “sensation”..??
« on: March 18, 2021, 12:31:49 am »

[Buddie]

First.. Dont read if you […] separate your situation from others..

Some will remember the event(s) that led to my loss of half my face muscles.. Simply put, an increase in brain sensations, zaps, “acrobatics”, shrinks, flips, very short “power outages, etc.. -Then a larger than usual myoclonic jerk (a specific type of seizure).. =Indirect causation of above nerve damage^^.. Indirect because it seemed to stem more from that I bit my tongue very hard and my nerves didnt handle it or recover from where the effects spread.. Though the final palsy ended up on the opposite side..

Whatevs, and anyways.. Yesterday, again as I woke, I had a return of a sx I havnt had since 0.25V and the above sensations nearly 3yrs ago..
I describe it as a “Brain Yawn” and wonder if others relate.. This one was much stronger than previous ones, and like the myoclonic event, I havnt been right in the head since (yesterday -20hrs).. Perhaps more in a physical way like concussion and blunt force trauma..

So to try and describe..
Like a yawn, a flood washing over, a stretching, a kinda physical noise or the roaring of a cyclone.. The mild ones even have the pleasant aspect of a good yawn.. Usually a few seconds, but this one dragged on 7 or 8 sec.. Also a bit of brain shrink at the end, -a pulling deep on the inside of my ears..
Eyesight, esp. reading and texting is now extra difficult and my head/face is buzzing, dizzy and “swimming”.. Sound, light and stress sensitivity is increased..
As usual, hard to describe, but if anyone relates perhaps we can refine it a bit..

The “Go see a Dr” option is broken, lets not go there.. At this point Im just hoping for some relativity or whateva anyone here has to offer..

Thanks..

Re: Here we go again.. -No good, naughty, very bad brain “sensation”..??
« Reply #1 on: March 18, 2021, 01:24:16 am »

[Buddie]

I can’t relate […] but I can offer my sympathy for your condition and marvel at how you’re able to function as well as reach out to others to offer hope and guidance, you’re amazing.

I was trying to understand your episode and got as far as the yawn which I find pleasant but where it goes from there is out of my ability to relate for which I’m grateful but sad you’re dealing with it.

How long does this typically last?

Re: Here we go again.. -No good, naughty, very bad brain “sensation”..??
« Reply #2 on: March 18, 2021, 02:27:52 am »

[Buddie]

Quote from: [Buddie] on March 18, 2021, 01:24:16 am
I can’t relate […] but I can offer my sympathy for your condition and marvel at how you’re able to function as well as reach out to others to offer hope and guidance, you’re amazing.

I was trying to understand your episode and got as far as the yawn which I find pleasant but where it goes from there is out of my ability to relate for which I’m grateful but sad you’re dealing with it.

How long does this typically last?
Thanks […].. Nice to hear from you, supportive as ever.. 🙂
-Sorry, am fading fast..

They are pretty short, only seconds, but the after effects linger with the whole big picture wave of head symptoms.. This was about 3-4 months those yrs ago at 0.25V to jump, and again post lyrica and the direct opiate C/O many months later.. I just cut the oxy 10% a couple of weeks ago (to 27.5mg following a year of not so stable holding (a few failed reductions in that year)..

So at the end of my V taper I probs had 15-20 of these few second events over a few months.. My jump went quite well, most of post acute was done at 0.25v before I jumped.. Bit hard to tell because I had a major unresolvable stress event at 2weeks off V.. That caused anxiety (new -it wasnt a sx prior) for 2yrs.. -Still does a bit if I think on it, but I now have WD anxiety, more physical, as all my SX have increased significantly the last 18 months post the opiate C/O.. Current SX are all very classic late onset benzo type, but obviously there is current tapering/tolerance etc..
Yesterdays event was much stronger, and lasted 2-3 times longer at 7-8 seconds..
I used to mainly do well with day naps (which this was), but they are extra toxic now.. Fatigue still forces them though..

Gosh, this is why I dont usually do ME on here..!! Lol

Thanks for your thought, and considering if you related..
🙂

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BENZO BRAIN?

Posted on February 25, 2021 by Helper
Is It Just Me ???
« on: February 25, 2021, 01:49:18 pm »

[Buddie]

Does anyone else feel like their brain is throbbing ?? And does this feeling also go into your chest, briefly disrupting your heartbeat, giving you heart palpitations? I can’t be the only one.?.?

Re: Is It Just Me ???
« Reply #1 on: February 25, 2021, 06:29:51 pm »

[Buddie]

I’ve got all sorts of brain sensations going on. I can feel my pulse in my brain at times

Re: Is It Just Me ???
« Reply #2 on: February 25, 2021, 06:42:57 pm »

[Buddie]

I get the brain throbbing a lot, horrible symptom but I’ve kind of grown used to it now!

Re: Is It Just Me ???
« Reply #3 on: February 25, 2021, 06:44:36 pm »

[Buddie]

Yes, and yes! It feels like someone emptied cement into my head. I also get feel the pulse in brain along with a high pitched sound.

Re: Is It Just Me ???
« Reply #4 on: February 26, 2021, 12:03:37 am »

[Buddie]

Quote from: [Buddie] on February 25, 2021, 06:29:51 pm
I’ve got all sorts of brain sensations going on. I can feel my pulse in my brain at times

I’m sorry you are dealing with this too!

Yes! I get that also! It seems worse in the evenings when I’m lying in bed. I can feel it in my head and my neck just thumping away. HR is normal, not racing or anything, it just seems to be beating more deliberately. Do you have the inner body vibrations and tinnitus as well?

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Do tapers hide brain disorders?

Posted on July 14, 2018 by Helper
Brain Sensations
« on: July 11, 2018, 10:46:47 am »

[Buddie]

The brain isn’t suppose to have any pain receptors and nerve endings. But I noted these sensations in my brain during my withdrawal.

On my first month of acute withdrawal: entire brain pulsating. When I hit my head I could feel my entire brain pulsating.

For 4 months post acute window: strange brain itch, like a crack inside the back of the brain, that would be triggered by stress.

In my relapse on the 5th month: the itch seemed to have cracked such that it extended fully to cleave through my brain. Felt like a wall at the back of my head. This episode coincided with difficulties breathing, urinating, DP/DR. I believe that the lighter symptoms such as just anxiety and such do not have this brain sensation/damage, whereas those that experience deep symptoms such as confusion, DP/DR, problems in automous function (breathing peeing), do. As such, even a short term user as myself can experience symptoms typically striking long term users.

Would like to hear if anyone here has had similar brain sensations.
« Last Edit: July 11, 2018, 10:52:01 am by [Buddie] »

Re: Brain Sensations
« Reply #1 on: July 11, 2018, 11:50:10 am »

[Buddie]

Samuel: In addition, to brain zaps, I have also experienced strange symptoms with my brain. I could “feel the weight”. When, I turned my head, it was directed forward. Also, had a feeling of running water under the skin. Had itching, which was also under the skin. This, could not be eliminated, how I tried. Had these symptoms, during the first phase for 4-5 months.

Re: Brain Sensations
« Reply #2 on: July 11, 2018, 02:14:32 pm »

[Buddie]

Mine kind of felt weird yesterday. Like a stinging and burning sensation. Sometimes it feels like there’s tons of pressure inside my skull. It comes and goes but today I just feel like my brain numb and sometimes it feels like there’s rocks in my head. All of the symptoms that I have are head pain related.

Re: Brain Sensations
« Reply #3 on: July 11, 2018, 03:41:17 pm »

My brain burns and vibrates bad. Especially the left side.

Re: Brain Sensations
« Reply #4 on: July 11, 2018, 04:07:35 pm »

[Buddie]

Sloshing and water dripping sensation.
Feeling like brain gets yanked side to side in head.
Feeling like brain gets dragged down
Feeling like there is a swelling core up through middle of head.
Feeling that back of head/ brain is ‘pulpy’ and not protected by skull.
Feeling like burning in brain.

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Benzo Buddies kook: “Everytime I push on my head it triggers shocks in my brains”

Posted on February 2, 2018 by Helper

Is my brain swollen?
« on: February 01, 2018, 07:56:08 am »

[Buddie]

When I rub down on my head it creates shocks in my brain. Feeling like something is wrong. Has anyone experienced this? Everytime I push on my head it triggers shocks in my brains. Zaps. Like my brain is swollen and I can touch it from the outside.

Re: Is my brain swollen?
« Reply #1 on: February 01, 2018, 08:42:58 am »

[Buddie]

I haven’t experienced rubbing my head and getting zaps but brain zaps are very common in SSRI withdrawals and benzo too. I did have sore spots on my scalp for about a week and it was related to muscle tension.

Re: Is my brain swollen?
« Reply #2 on: February 01, 2018, 02:58:27 pm »

[Buddie]

I had the same inconvenience during the emergency phase. I could “feel the brain”, and it felt like very big and heavy. As I touched my head, I got the feeling it was still moving forward. But it went over after a couple of months.

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Benzo Buddies kooks add Jello brain to list of 90,000,000 benzo withdrawal symptoms

Posted on January 26, 2018 by Helper

Jello brain
« on: January 26, 2018, 06:31:29 am »

[Buddie]

Does anyone feel like jello moves around the brain with head compression usually on the back or scalp? I’ve noticed a trend.. the stomach cramps for a while,
Then I get some parasthesia in my abdomen and legs, then my chest.. then the stomach stops cramping but the brain starts squeezing.. it’s a cycle.. sometimes all at once but usually like this. First GI issues second parasthesia third head compression.. jello brain

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