Brainwashed cult member grovels in shame after taking forbidden medication

Need help. I reinstated 2 weeks ago after 6 mos free
« on: November 18, 2017, 06:53:05 pm »

[Buddie]

I know I screwed up. I was on Ativan for 23 years. I didn’t taper correctly for over a year and was always sick. I jumped may 2017. I have been extremely ill ever since. In October 2017 I was getting much worse. I’ve lost 25 lbs, constant nausea vomiting anxiety and no sleep. Internal tremors were nonstop. I went back to the dr and he immediately put me back on Ativan. It’s been 2 weeks. It’s not helping much unless I take at least 3 mg daily. He doesn’t seem to care and I don’t know where to turn. I want to stop taking it and do a proper taper. I don’t know where to turn. Any advice would be appreciated. I am also on 900 mg of neurotin for past 2 years for fibromyalgia

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Benzo Buddies is actively looking for members to invite onto the team to help out and return the forum to normal functioning.

  1. Must be willing to throw morality, truth, sanity and reason out the window
  2. Has to be able to ban anyone who dares question the Supreme Leader (Colin)
  3. Willing to put in long hours being abusing, and be abused by, mentally ill drug addicts
  4. Must be delusional
  5. Can be on drugs (legal or ?)
  6. Has to have superiority complex
  7. Can be bipolar or completely psychotic
  8. Desire to be brainwashed a plus
  9. “Mad Gift” skills a plus (check with the Icarus Project or see schizophrenia or lunacy in dictionary)
  10. Willing to sign one billion year labor contract
  11. Unnatural obsession with Tom Jones
  12. Fear of butter a plus
  13. Believes insanity is a virtue
  14. Willing to cover up cult suicides
  15. Eager to see mentally ill drug addicts cut and suffer tapers for years off of minute amounts of benzodiazepines
  16. Does not use MSG or fluoride! Eats only free range chickens and organic foods!
  17. MUST HATE DOCTORS (ESPECIALLY LEO STERNBACH)
  18. Past experience with psychedelics a boon
  19. Must be full of self-pity (the more the better)
  20. Blames psychiatry for drug addiction
  21. Willing to target families of those who challenge the Supreme Leader
  22. 200+ hours of listening to Bliss Johns’ voice in the dark curled in a fetal position is a prerequisite for job candidates
  23. Must memorize Ashton Manual and Benzo Buddies Forum User Manual (FUM)
  24. Willing to wear Tin Foil Hat Benzo Buddies Uniform©
  25. Worship of Ashton, Breggin, Whitaker, Nimmo, Lader, Gianna, Frederick, Satan, Oprah, Dr. Drew, Moran, Manson, Xenu, Hope1962 a must
  26. Must be willing to sell soul (this one is a deal breaker)
  27. Willing to submit to mind control experiments
  28. Nuts
  29. Crazy
  30. Possessed by Satan
  31. Ability to lie a must (sociopathic tendencies and willingness to stab friends in the back repeatedly earns extra-points)
  32. Prior experience running benzo forums will gets ideal candidate to “top of the heap”
  33. Untreated OCD a plus
  34. Willing to hand out dangerous medical advice to total strangers based on nothing more than reading a few paragraphs online
  35. 5150 experience not necessary but adds points for right person

Candidates are encouraged to submit their resume by contacting Colin or Hope1962 through the PM system or the Help Desk. Include ‘pound of flesh’ for consideration. Totally anonymous.