Use of Benzo while withradwing « on: January 24, 2017, 10:16:50 am »
Tomorrow I have a meeting with a customer of my company and am of course scared to death.
I know it’s not good, but after dumping all my Valium, I bought a couple of xanax tablets for just in case.
I am really thinking of taking one pill of 0,5 mg only for tomorrow.
Anyone been in the situation in which you have the urge to take a benzo for just the most difficult situation?
Anybody tried benzos?
Major setback to hell. « on: October 08, 2016, 09:03:51 pm »
I’ve just done the most stupid thing. I’ve been pretty stable on 5mg Lorazepam for 3 weeks now.
I was just about to take my 5mg and accidentally found a supply of Valium that my partner was hiding from me. I’ve had some bad news today and my anxiety/stress has been off the scale all day.
I was like a child in a sweet shop and just couldn’t help myself. I took my 5mg Lorazepam and 10x 5mg Valium. This adds up to 90mg benzo if I’m not mistaken.
My question is will this reset my taper/tolerance and will I have to start again. Will I go through a withdrawal process again until I stabilise.
I’m so mad at myself right now if I didn’t have family to worry about I would hang myself tonight.
“This is what withdraw from benzos looks like. _________ __________ praying for you. They give these drugs out like CANDY. They are killing people and causing so much suffering.”