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Thread exposing Benzo Buddies as anti-vaccine conspiracy site gets locked

Posted on September 23, 2019 by Helper
Re: Facebook censoring benzo groups?
« Reply #22 on: September 23, 2019, 12:47:30 am »

Colin

Wow. What a lot of nonsense in this short thread. And, on more then one level! It is really late for me: I do not have the time to critique it all. But, for now, I’ll just say this: BB is not facebook. It is not 8Chan. It is not Stormfront. Nor is it an anti-vaccine conspiracy theory website. I’ve been over this stuff before – it will not wash here at BB. I am locking this thread. I may (or may not) reply in more detail tomorrow. It depends upon how much time I wish to waste dispelling complete and utter nonsense.

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Happy Thanksgiving: Terror-stricken mods lock Baylissa thread

Posted on November 22, 2018 by Helper

Re: Baylissa Closing Her Practice
« Reply #55 on: November 22, 2018, 07:11:20 pm »

[Buddie]

Quote from: [Buddie] on November 22, 2018, 06:55:24 pm
I spoke to Baylissa this morning so let there be no question. What you are reading is real and true.

It’s Thanksgiving here in the states (though not in Denmark) so maybe, can we leave the pot stirring for the gravy?

Exactly.

It’s a national holiday in the USA, and many of the volunteers who try to keep this forum from running off the rails are with family at the moment, so the *enormous* number of distressed reports about Baylissa’s unfortunate situation that are coming in cannot be addressed at this time.

The negative chatter that has been going on for days has now had its predictable consequences, so kindly think before you post, and no more conspiracy theories please.

And with that, this thread is locked.

Kooks panic after out of control anti-psychiatry trolls force Baylissa to close her practice

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“When I stopped taking that small speck, I went insane and ended up in the psych ward”

Posted on October 19, 2018 by Helper
Trying to quit after 22 years
« on: October 17, 2018, 08:31:26 am »

[Buddie]

Hi. I was referred to this site by a health professional. I was prescribed 4 Mg./day of Alprazolam (Xanax) in 1996. I was told Xanax was not addictive. Found out otherwise the hard way. I tried to do a very slow taper off the Xanax 10 years ago. During a span of 2 years, I managed to go from 4 Mg./day to a small speck of a 1 Mg. Xanax per day. When I stopped taking that small speck, I went “insane” and ended up in the psych ward. The Dr. at the hospital switched me from 4 Mg. Xanax/day to 4 Mg. Clonazepam/day. I’m going to try to quit the Clonazepam and am hoping the other members of this site could give me some advice or tips on what to expect and how to cope without meds. I want my old self back, if that’s even possible after 22 years of taking such a high dose. I’m afraid I have permanent brain damage from these truly horrible pills. Hoping for some good advice here!

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Cult members claw each other’s eyes out over OCD diagnosis

Posted on January 18, 2018 by Helper
Re: More OCD? Afraid of thoughts and thinking.
« Reply #31 on: January 16, 2018, 02:51:58 pm »

[Buddie]

Quote from: [Buddie] on January 15, 2018, 04:30:23 pm
By telling yourself don’t worry it’s your OCD is reassurance. Not sure how you don’t see that. It seems we are both stuck in our own ways and in not going to argue with you. If it works for you then great. The fact you have had to read it 5 times is proof you’ve gone back to reassure your self of what it says. Normal people don’t read a book 5 times. People with OCD seeking reassurance do.

FIY: educated ppl, researchers and scientists do read books several times. Which does not mean they are abnormal or have OCD. They just have inquisitive minds and are willing to learn all their lives. Are open to new information and input. By reading more than posts on social sites. While repeating the same nonsense over and over again.

I’m sorry, but each of your posts further proves your ignorance. It’s exasperating. I understand that Wellbutrin makes you so aggressive and willing to prove Jeffrey M. Schwartz, MD’s “Brain Lock” is a worthless book on OCD. Although you didn’t read it. And strangely enough, it’s classified as the No 1 Bestseller in Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder by Amazon. The largest online book-selling network in the world.

I’m not saying the book you suggested is worthless. I’m going to read it. I’m always open to new information and my thinking is flexible. It’s up to you to include the link to that book, which you never did. I already did it in one of my previous posts.

Even if you say “you’re not going to argue” and “don’t mean to come across rude”. You actually are very aggressive.

As to Jeffrey M. Schwartz, MD’s book, which you so violently disqualify. You are not even able to explain the meaning of the Second “Reattribute” Step: “It’s not me – it’s my OCD.” I’m 100% sure you haven’t even read a page of this book.

You keep repeating the same phrase “seeking reassurance” like a parrot. The phrase you probably heard from some second-rate OCD therapist. Who apparently wasn’t able to help you. Considering how heavily polydrugged you are. The statement: “It’s not me – it’s my OCD” is not about “seeking reassurance”. It”s about chemical changes in the brain of ppl with OCD, which can be cured by CBT (Schwartz’s Four Step Method), ERP (which you rightly mentioned) and certain SSRIs/TCAs. It’s about stopping to identify oneself with the illness. Ppl with cancer may also say: “It’s not me – it’s my cancer.” But they don’t need it. As long as they dont have metastasis in the brain and are not put on opiates, their minds function in a normal way.

Unfortunately, most OCD patients are unable to do ERP (Exposure and Response Prevention), cause it triggers a high level of anxiety. Therefore, the most effective and safe method, summarized in The Four Steps, is CBT (Cognitive Behavioral Therapy). It’s been around for almost 60 yrs and Jeffrey M. Schwartz, MD certainly wasn’t the one who invented it. He only modified it and made applicable for OCD sufferers. Helping thousands of ppl for decades of his scientific work and research.

Only 40-60% of ppl with OCD react to SSRIs/TCAs (Stanford University clinical data). These meds should be treated as “waterwings approach”, in addition to therapy. Which Schwartz rightly mentions.

The fact how respected and appreciated in the psychiatric field Jeffrey M. Schwartz, MD is, can easily be proved by the following link:

OCD UK – Summary of The Four Steps Method

There you can read about the method, of which you sadly know nothing. I’m afraid however you’re not able to read more than very short posts on BBs. And do everything you can to drive ppl out of their minds. I guess you won’t even bother to open the link. But I’m not posting it for you, actually. I post it for intelligent, open-minded ppl. Seeking relief from the OCD nightmare. Ppl like you are dangerous to OCD sufferers. I understand you’re unwell. But it would be good if you talked less and read/listened more.

PLEASE DO NOT RESPOND TO MY POST. WHICH YOU WILL SURELY DO. I UNSUBSCRIBE FROM THIS THREAD AND PUT YOU ON MY “IGNORE” LIST. WHICH YOU WILL SURELY DO. I UNSUBSCRIBE FROM THIS THREAD AND PUT YOU ON MY “IGNORE” LIST. I SEE YOU AS A SERIOUS THREAT TO MY MENTAL STABILITY. AND AS A THREAT TO OTHER OCD SUFFERERS HERE.. AND AS A THREAT TO OTHER OCD SUFFERERS HERE.

I understand you absolutely must have the last word in our “discussion”. But this is not any type of discussion. I’m writing this post and including links only out of concern for OCD sufferers. I put a lot of my time and energy into this post. Cause I’m afraid you may cause significant harm and make ppl feel even worse. Like it was the case with me.

Don’t take it personally, but all your talk reminds me of a saying by Albert Einstein. Who was certainly “seeking reassurance” and reading the same books many more times than “normal” ppl: “Two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity. And I’m not sure about the universe.”

Try to contemplate this quote for a while. If you’re able of this mental effort. Instead of writing further fight-provoking posts which I won’t even read. Cause I respect both my time and energy. And I don’t want to have a serious mental breakdown or a stroke as a result of reading your posts.

And to conclude, I prefer to be abnormal than ignorant, 100% convinced about my righteousness and immune to any logical reasoning.

Please don’t consider this post as a personal attack. If it were personal, I wouldn’t even bother to answer you. I wrote it as a defense of a book and method, which for me were a lifesaver. And may be so to other OCD sufferers. I wrote it as a criticism of a certain inflexible mindset, which is difficult for me to tolerate. Cause it may be extremely harmful.

Last Edit: January 16, 2018, 09:26:28 pm by [Buddie]

Re: More OCD? Afraid of thoughts and thinking.
« Reply #32 on: January 16, 2018, 08:54:22 pm »

[Buddie]

I can’t believe you spent all that time writing trying to prove your right. I couldn’t even stand to read it all. Take it easy and maybe ought to read some more self help books. For the record. I’m not on Wellbutrin dip shit. It was a 3 month stint 2 years ago. Maybe ought to read my signature 5 times too.

Re: More OCD? Afraid of thoughts and thinking.
« Reply #33 on: January 16, 2018, 09:21:22 pm »

[Buddie]

Quote from: [Buddie] on January 16, 2018, 08:54:22 pm
I can’t believe you spent all that time writing trying to prove your right. I couldn’t even stand to read it all. Take it easy and maybe ought to read some more self help books. For the record. I’m not on Wellbutrin dip shit. It was a 3 month stint 2 years ago. Maybe ought to read my signature 5 times too.

No doubt you aren’t able to read a longer text. Your signature is neither interesting nor important to me. I just had a quick glance at it. Maybe Anafranil is making you so hostile. Long time since I last took it.

I wasn’t trying to prove my right. All I wanted was to defend Jeffrey M. Schwartz, MD’s “Brain Lock, Twentieth Anniversary Edition: Free Yourself from Obsessive-Compulsive Behavior” – the best book on OCD ever written, IMO. Which you attempted to discredit without even having opened it.

It doesn’t matter in the least you didn’t read my post. As I said, I wasn’t engaging in any kind of discussion with you. We’re on a different intellectual level, sorry.

Maybe instead, you could elaborate on Jonathan Grayson Phd’s “Freedom from Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder: A Personalized Recovery Program for Living with Uncertainty, Updated Edition”. Which you have allegedly read. And recommended here. Without even giving the title. I’m doing it for the second time. I would be very interested what you have to say about this book.

I guess fellow OCD sufferers could also benefit from your knowledge. Aren’t you willing to help them? Or are you here only to pick up fights with ppl? Could you be so kind and at least change your target?

Yes, I’m definitely gonna read more self-help books. In order to be able to deal with individuals like you without going insane.

AGAIN, PLEASE DO NOT RESPOND TO MY POST.

Last Edit: January 16, 2018, 10:31:22 pm by [Buddie] »

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Klononpin eater goes on wild bender after breaking into Ambien stash

Posted on April 16, 2017 by Helper

Does Ambien take away withdrawals?
« on: April 16, 2017, 05:25:34 pm »

[Buddie]

I’m just wondering if the times I feel like I’m getting better is actually me healing or or left over side effects from the Ambien. I will admit that I’ve taken some during the day and I hear it will set you back.

I had my dad lock up all the meds so I get them when I get the,. I just don’t know if I’m healing or if the Ambien is taking away most of the withdrawals.

Before my seizure I was taking Ambien and it really didn’t do anything. After the seizure they weaned me off of klonopin in inpatient and it was a better landing. Last Wednesday is when I got out and I hope my brain is healing. That I’m psyching myself out by saying Ambien took care of your withdrawals.

I don’t see how when before I seized it didn’t do jack.

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Russell Studstill claims his doctor ripped him off for 30k

Posted on June 8, 2012 by Helper

Is this mistake really bad
« on: Yesterday at 11:56:02 PM »

journey

Today, I gave an old phone to a new friend I have made.
I forgot to wipe the sim card.
I have only known this bloke a few weeks, and my gut instinct says he is not a thief or dangeous,.
He has got ADHD and when I went to make a cuppa he had the old phones out of the box i had them in and the backs off, looking for chargers.
He was going a bit fast for me, anyway, the pohone got charged up and he went off with it.
Is this a benzo thing or is it just me being stuipid.

Thanks

Re: Is this mistake really bad
« Reply #1 on: Today at 12:08:48 AM »

ld1

Hey Journey

It sounds harmless enough Im sure you will be fine. I have noticed earlier on in my c/t some of my choices were not great. Just be careful ok Im sure you are not stupid.

Lizzy

Re: Is this mistake really bad
« Reply #2 on: Today at 01:58:30 PM »

rstud

journey, don’t feel bad about it. The doctor that put me on xanax wanted to borrow $30,000 from me. I lent it to him for a 90 day loan and never heard from him again. rstud

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