Benzo Buddies cultists discover new food to be terrified of: salmon

Salmon and Waves?
« on: September 14, 2021, 05:26:54 pm »


I’m having a weirdly rough day. The strange thing about my symptoms is that my vision is super blurry today despite not being like this since the spring and also after sleeping good last night.

I had salmon for dinner last night and am wondering if it’s causing a small wave. It was fresh salmon that was actually caught in Alaska recently. I have read that salmon can cause waves. Is there any truth to that? And if so why?

Re: Salmon and Waves?
« Reply #1 on: September 14, 2021, 06:53:15 pm »


Yes, it had been true for me. I don’t think it’s just salmon, but more likely fatty cold-water fish in general. Fish is high in histamine, that could be one reason. Another possible reason is that fish oil is stimulating to the brain. I have not been able to take fish oils when my symptoms are bad.

Re: Salmon and Waves?
« Reply #2 on: September 14, 2021, 06:58:15 pm »


Must be the fish oil because I tried taking fish oil at about a year off and it was given to me by a functional doctor and I want from sleeping about four hours a night to 0 hours a night just the two days that I took it. But that was when I was about 13 months off. I’m now 42 months off.


Benzo confessions...feel free to add yours
« on: June 22, 2021, 07:14:20 pm »


Sometimes, I’m afraid to open my email because it might be more than I can handle.

I have a phobia of my phone and checking messages

Sometimes, I go weeks without going to my mailbox.

I’m kinda terrified of my mom because she knocks too loudly and comes unexpectedly.

I strongly dislike the smell of food cooking like bread, cookies, garlic, and most everything.

The smell of my neighbor’s barbecue is too strong.

I strongly dislike the smell of fabric softener and dryer sheets in the air outside.

When my neighbors slam their cupboard doors, it makes me go crazy in my head. ???

Decaf coffee sends kook into the stratosphere

Does swiss water decaf coffee revvs up anyone's symptoms?
« on: July 02, 2021, 11:45:54 am »


I have some decaf beans and I took yesterday and the day before.

It might have made my symptoms get a bit worse but I am not sure.

Coleslaw and grilled chicken wrap sends kook into outer space

« on: May 23, 2021, 12:02:11 am »


I am really not telling anyone not too….. just me venting over being a dummie. I was on a PPI for reflux for around 3 months. I’ve been completely off for about 3 weeks with NO issues. Tonight I tried to be brave. I ate a decent size bowl of cole slaw with my grilled chicken Caesar wrap. You know that one scene in the little mermaid, where Ursula the sea witch breaks the shell holding Ariel’s voice and you see this beautiful glowing ball going “AHHHHH-AH-AHHH”…… goes right into Ursula’s mouth and it’s like “BOOM” she’s all stunning for a disgusting sea urchin? Well that was me tonight with the cole slaw…. I was all “AHHHHH-AH-AHHH” while eating it because it was soooo good. And then an hour later I was like “BOOM” but it wasn’t in the stunning way. I realized with that “BOOM” that I didn’t swallow a beautiful glowing ball of shimmering goodness. I swallowed a big ball of Acid death! It BURNS!!!!!!!!! Why do Sea Urchins get the four leaf clovers?

Cult lunatics fantasize about having police arrest doctors

What would happen if I call the cops on my doctor?
« on: April 21, 2021, 06:54:22 am »


I was just thinking to myself how I haven’t actually filed the Civil paperwork at the Courthouse so that I can sue all of the doctors responsible for this. And that could be a long process. So the other option was I was thinking I could always call the police station and have the doctor at the last hospital I was at arrested for letting me go home feeling like this.

I mean what would happen if I did that? What if I said that they need to be held accountable for injuring me and leaving me with a brain injury for a couple years? Would they get arrested? Because if so, that’s exactly what I’m going to do. And then I will press charges on them at court.

Now that I’m thinking clearly again (lol – editor), I’m going to screw them over as good as possible so that they can get everything they deserve. Nobody should be letting somebody go home like a crazy person when they can’t even think straight so that they can suffer for years and years. I don’t know why nobody else has called the cops on their doctors yet. Or has anybody else here done that?

Benzo Buddies kooks whine rain is making them suffer

Do rainy days affect withdrawals?
« on: May 20, 2021, 02:43:48 pm »


I have been in a wave since I was stressed out a week ago, and today I feel symptoms are really intense. I can not do what I could do yesterday. I blame it on today’s rainy weather,too but wondering if it affects withdrawals so much. I hope I am not alone with this. I appreciate your responses.
« Last Edit: May 20, 2021, 03:05:01 pm by [Buddie] »

Re: Do rainy days affect withdrawals?
« Reply #1 on: May 20, 2021, 03:30:36 pm »


Now you mention it, it’s been raining here for weeks and I’ve been completely wiped out, absolutely exhausted. It could be something to do with the weather I suppose. SAD is a recognised condition.

Then again it could all just be coincidence. You can drive yourself crazy thinking about this shit too much, which I tend to do

Re: Do rainy days affect withdrawals?
« Reply #2 on: May 20, 2021, 05:06:21 pm »


[…] I believe rainy days do affect us! We have had a lot of cloudy and rainy days I need sunshine!