« on: January 26, 2018, 06:31:29 am »
Does anyone feel like jello moves around the brain with head compression usually on the back or scalp? I’ve noticed a trend.. the stomach cramps for a while,
Then I get some parasthesia in my abdomen and legs, then my chest.. then the stomach stops cramping but the brain starts squeezing.. it’s a cycle.. sometimes all at once but usually like this. First GI issues second parasthesia third head compression.. jello brain
Has anyone ever looked into a leaking Blood Brain Barrier?
« on: March 21, 2017, 11:40:04 pm »
I see alot of similarities between our symptoms and people who have a leaky blood brain barrier.. I also see a connection between people who develop alzheimers who have the leaky BBB. This would explain people’s food sensitivities along with chronic fatigue syndrome
« Last Edit: March 21, 2017, 11:47:29 pm by [Buddie] »
Re: Has anyone ever looked into a leaking Blood Brain Barrier?
« Reply #1 on: November 16, 2017, 01:25:38 pm »
I think you are onto something. Have been looking into leaky gut, and then found that changing my diet to a GAPS Intro Diet (all soup broth, meat, few veggies, super low inflammation), changed my symptoms. And now I think it is leaky brain.
The doctors say I shouldn’t be having this hard of a time with WD, and that I must be ‘sensitive’ to benzo’s.
I know your post is old but if you found anything out on this, I would be interested, and will be looking into it.
Re: Addiction/Dependence Discussion
« Reply #60 on: July 05, 2017, 07:20:24 am »
Quote from: [Buddie] on July 05, 2017, 05:36:12 am
Photo, you did say you were begging God to die when you were C/T’d off of 3mg Xanax. Some of us wouldn’t have to beg God to die off of that dose. Some of us would have actually died from that kind of cold turkey. 3mg Xanax is 6mg Ativan. If I had to C/T off of that much, I would no longer be on this Earth. It would have been too much for my body to handle. Some people like yourself have the genetic makeup to physically endure being on those kinds of doses. Many of us could not do that.
no wonder i am such a severe case and taking so long to heal. c/td from 30 mg valium – 1750mg soma and 2mg xanax after being on a […] high dose of klonopin. i tried to do a successful cross over from klonopin to valium but couldn’t get lower than 30 mg. sorry, just had to vent on how much i did such a stupid thing. why didn’t ANYONE tell me something else? i’m surprised i am not dead. i wish to God i was only on 3mg xanax or 6 mg ativan instead. by the way the last day of all the benzo’s i was on – i had taken some ativan in my cocktail. know this is a debate kind of thread but i just had to vent off LF’s post.
my poor brain.
« on: January 19, 2016, 08:30:52 pm »
Please! Does anyone else have this? I feel like I’m being electricuted and burned ALIVE! It won’t let up… I feel the burning sizzling electricity radiating off my body. It goes feom this to extreme fiberglass itching. I LITERALLY feel like I’m being burnt alive by an electeuc fence. It hurts so badly! !!!! My brain buzzes abd sizzles.. I’m losing my will to live! I’m so ill! I’ve seen 50 drs..went to the hospital over 40 times… please don’t tell me to seek help!
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« Reply #4128 on: November 05, 2014, 05:00:51 am »
not too long ago i believed that my brain was being hijakced by Aliens or something like that — i couldn’t have my own thoughts and images kept coming up that were gruesome with gruesome thoughts to go with it. ask jenny that i am still sometimes say on my blog that “the doctor had to of put some kind of device into my brain” and i am a little further out than you from bad c/t/
i don’t doubt that lower energies can sometimes attach to us but my rational mind says that of course we have the power within ourselves to dispel those energies. it’s got to be the drugs and the mixed up chemicals that’s happening inside our brains right now that makes us think we’re possessed. but i have felt that too.it’s temporary since it’s healing. when i’m in window i never have the thought that the doctor in the detox put something inside my brain and i never have any other thoughts that there is something else wrong with me.
when i did a c/t in 2006 i felt just like you did. and although i was still on .5mg klonopin i literally couldn’t move for months until i reinstated. i just lay there in torment for months and months. it was so brutal. no one could handle that. i get what you’re going through.
Benzo's & opiates approx: 25 years! 1994, 1 seizure after c/t
lg doses benzos & opiates.
1995-2002 clean, sober, benzo & opiate free
2002 dx MS-(not sure?-possible protracted w/d)--2002 went back on
klonopin 8-20mg. opiates & soma
4/26/12 c/t 3mg.klonopin, 1750mg.soma,30mg.valium, 2mg.xanax
8/27/12-last rescue ativan--benzo & soma free kindling