Womp womp psych hospital « on: February 21, 2019, 10:50:43 pm »
So my taper has ended in the acute mental hospital 2 days ago. Not ideal. Although it’s not that terrible here. I was brought here by family for my ‘withdrawal delusions’ and nighttime terrors.
I’m at 0.06 mg ativan and have been holding. The pharmacist here and psych dr are patiently letting me taper here but would like to see me taper down here. Their diagnosis is that I am manic with delusions about ativan symptoms, and they want to go through withdrawal here to prove a point to myself that it’s not that bad. I don’t want to be on this drug anymore but I am scared to jump here. But maybe better here than at home.
There are other benzo people here. It’s sad. I dont want to say too much but it’s not a good thing to see.
They want me on 12.5 mg of seroquel. I’ve taken 2 doses. Worried about movement disorder because of fahrs.
Sx… high heart rate. Bowel stuff. Brain zaps. Tremors. Burning skin.
I think i have to stop this med soon but worried about acute in front of psychiatric team.
My question I guess is if anyone has advice.
Re: Womp womp psych hospital « Reply #1 on: February 21, 2019, 11:14:40 pm »
I am SO SO sorry! I wound up in psyche twice and they were pretty much no help, switched my ADs, put me on gabapentin which I tried to get off and couldnt, Trazadone which stopped working, remeron which made me sick, they did get me stable on a generic brand of K but I’m still not tapering and still sick since my failed rapid taper and now I’m on ambien ::)
I suppose you can fake it as best you can to get out? then go back to your taper? Maybe?
Seroquel can help with sleep and 12.5 is a CRAZY low dose! It is safer in the hospital because they can be there if you seize or need any other meds I guess? I’m happy they let you have your phone at least, we werent allowed ours