Ashton fanatic begs cult’s permission to get a dog

Dogs
« on: October 17, 2017, 12:36:38 pm »

[Buddie]

Is a dog a good idea or a bad idea. 12 months out still not too well. My wife bought a puppy for me.

Husband wants back on pills after Ashton taper leaves him unable to get off floor

At the risk of incurring the wrath of everyone here...
« on: October 09, 2017, 01:58:31 pm »

[Buddie]

my husband has been benzo free for 4 months and 1 week, and he is considering reinstating!!  :'(  It’s just too much. He feels like he will have an actual breakdown. He is being driven by the intrusive thoughts about his symptoms never getting better. He is lying on the floor all day, hardly able to walk to the bathroom, watching a few benign things on tv (but still on mute), but mostly panicked about his breathing symptoms. He still can’t feel himself breathing -loss of sensation in nostrils/numb nose/feels like nose is blocked/feels like nose is collapsing- and his nose is getting drier still and black chunks are coming off the walls. Really bad air hunger from (seemingly) the incredibly tight muscles in his chest. Throat constriction. This is hell folks.

I know the mantra on this site is to soldier through, but seriously, I had to invoke the Baker Act 5 years ago, and he was put on these benzos after that. He might not make it through this.

I’m sure I’m going to get a slew of “you can’t do it” posts, and “don’t reinstate” posts, but seriously, if you have experience with late reinstatement, or reinstatement that relieved your physical symptoms, I want to hear them. Even if you tell me it relieved it at the time, but you wish you hadn’t because it kindled the next withdrawal, at least tell me that you got some relief initially.

Alternately, if you had similar nose issues, when did they get better for you?

Attention Flick: Smoking pot makes you violent

  • Cannabis users more likely to commit violent crimes, research has shown
  • Study found there was a ‘more constant relationship’ between cannabis and violence than between alcohol or cocaine use and violence
  • More than 20 US states have legalised cannabis for medical purposes

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/health/article-4950206/Smoking-cannabis-DOES-make-people-violent.html#ixzz4ubXNxSH0

Benzo Buddies uses Las Vegas tragedy to promote Scientology

Re: Unfortunately the Las Vegas tragedy will create new benzo buddies
« Reply #4 on: October 03, 2017, 02:29:19 pm »

[Buddie]

I wouldn’t be surprised if it turns out the killer was on psych drugs. Probably not benzos, but SSRI’s. Most of them are. http://www.cchrflorida.org/antidepressants-are-a-prescription-for-mass-shootings/

Ashton disciples compare themselves to insects

Our Pupa stage
« on: September 30, 2017, 08:43:49 pm »

[Buddie]

Even though this is an otherworldly, hellish experience. We just have to be patient until we are healed and are stronger and more beautiful inside and out!

My draw-ring for today:

http://anxiousinklings.com

Best 🙂
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Kooks claim benzos alter tongue muscles, robbing addicts of ability to speak

Trouble speaking
« on: September 26, 2017, 02:34:36 am »

[Buddie]

I’ve had trouble at times to speak at all. I cannot even answer the simplest questions. It’s so strange because I can type thoughts but they just don’t come out of my mouth. Has anybody had this because it is very scary

Re: Trouble speaking
« Reply #1 on: September 26, 2017, 03:18:08 am »

[Buddie]

It is because your tongue muscles have been altered and the part of the brain that control them have been messed up. It will take time. You will eventual have pain and possible movement. Do not freak out it is w/d and with time it will get better.